Monday, January 02, 2006 @ 5:27 AM
it's officially 5++ am in the morning now and i'm still awake. feeling sleepy though.
physically tired, but spiritually refreshed. (:
i know i'm going to meet lots of persecutions of my faith in near-future, even though my aunts and uncles accepted me as who i am in God. i know i'm going face them real soon. i'm already starting to face some cold stares from my relatives. and i know there's going to be so much more. but Lord, i'll still stand in You. please keep me strong.
sometimes, when problems arise, we keep asking God, "why are you doing this to me?" and we blamed much unto God. but seriously, when problem arise, we should be praising God. for these are situations that are going to help us grow. yes, that is what i seriously believe. and it says in 1 Corinthians 10:13 that God will never let us go through tests that we cannot overcome. if He dare test us, He already gave us a way. all we need to do is believe and stand firm in Him.
and sometimes, when things go wrong, it's not why God is doing these to us- but rather why am i doing these to God? 'cause it must have been something in our lives that has gone wrong that such tests comes our way. and God allowed it to happened to remind us of what had gone wrong in our journey with Him. that's what i believe.
i'm sorry if i'm typing things you don't really understand and i'm sorry if you find my english broken- 'cause i'm physically tired. and my brain's saying, "it's time for you to sleep."
oh well...
oh, yes. it's cancelled- we're not going to watch sunrise. i'll watch it on tues. myself. (:
and oh man, thank God for everything.